It is interesting. I never can understand my mates when they are really excited about rugby and football. The match is always very important for them. I can’t understand that why when they could watch motor sports… hehe

Anthony West is nearly out but he is back on track. Lucky bastard…

Nicky Hayden is out of the race

Yesterday, instead of going out I wasted myself at home. So I feel shite, but at least I had a good time (I tried my new vga cable for my xbox360 on my 22@ tft monitor and it is AWESOME) and didn’t cost me any money (well, very little)

I waked up at 12 and now I am watching MotoGP on telly. Which is painfully reminds me that: 1. the weather is really bad here in Scotland. It is better even in London. I can’t remember when I could wear a t-shirt here. 2. I want a bike! I want my motorbike back. I couldn’t use it though cos it is really always raining now all the time. I haven’t seen the sun for days. Anyway I am going to work soon.

 

BTW. The title is a riddle. If you figure out the answer you can find out which rider do I support in the MotoGP

 

 

“Option 3” won. I will spend my time at home with Dr. Bong and Mr. Vodka. Soon I am going to get a cat and die alone from suffocation caused by cat hair.

NO actually my plans are a bit different…. Do not worry folks! :-)

Actually, they are going to Subway Lothian Road, not to Subway Cowgate. Which is crap as Lothian road is 20 minutes walk at least and of course it is still raining.

Options:

  1. Get drunk at home then walk but then I will be absolutely sober when I get there
  2. Get drunk and stoned. – Some chance to get there without being sober
  3. Stay in, do nothing save money have some rest as I totally shuttered I can’t remember of the last time when I had a decent sleep.

The problem is: if I stay in I will feel sorry that I am not doing anything. If I go out I will feel sorry that once again I spent a LOADS money having no rest and fucking up my next day also probably I wouldn’t have a good time anyway…

Things aren’t going very well. Today morning I found my car with a broken side window. Some scumbag smashed an iron drain lid trough the window. It was a great start for the day. It is going to cost me 60 pounds… This is good as I am very rich so it is not gonna be a problem…

In the last few months (well half a year so far) everything went wrong around me. Today I wasn’t even angry I nodded with an apathetic face. Fuck@rs…

But I don’t loose the spirit; the tide is going to turn soon. (I hope)

Other even bigger problem – and I can’t see the solution at the moment- that I have nobody to socialize with. The only single friend whom I could go out with is skint all the time and he is started to hang out with people again whom I don’t particularly like. I do not dislike them but they are not the people whom I want to spend an awful lot of time with.

Argh don’t know it is raining for days now. I just came back soaking wet. A couple of my friends are out I am thinking about to catch up with them. But then I would have to walk in the bloody rain again. What should I do what should I do???

OK. If they are going to Subway which is not too far from here I am going to go. Otherwise I am gonna stay in, get hammered and kill time online… As usual… LOL

It is 6:30AM. The Big Brother House is quite. Andraco is typing on his computer with a desperate face.

 

 

From this very morning onwards, I will have no rest, nor a nigh out, nor a smoke, nor anything whatsoever, till I applied for ever available “would be suitable” job offer.

 

God or somebody else (Anybody. If there is no god, than whomever…) help me in that!

 

Yeah, have a good morning to everybody I am off to my highly satisfying job where I have to face newer and newer challenges every day. (Such as which FUCKING isle do I sweep first or how do I save the change in my float? (who is saying that I don’t have to use my brain?) ) I even might have to do the orders: 6 or 8 cases of bloody bananas???? Or answering the phone: Urgent recall the recall number is PV123546… BUGGER OFF! The goods must be destroyed (means put them in the bin) and written off on store level.

 

I just can’t believe it that I am doing this for such a long time. I had a much better job at the age of 20….

Why Women can’t be simple like us, Men? Do not worry, I am not going to start to write about my own misery again as I am not miserable any more. Also you should know that I adore women. Women are taking a very good place on my “Greatest invention of Humanity” list (that was a bit man chauvinist). Here is my college, an Indian guy he is a very decent, honest, lovely guy (hm, that was a bit gayish, but hell here you are my feminine side) He met with this girl (I don’t know her but I think she is a bit chavy…) In a nutshell: the girl had a bastard boyfriend but than she left him than they got together (the Indian guy and this girl) Than everybody was happy (except the Bastard). But than the girl started to hesitate. Like, – I don’t know bla, bla, blat they are still kinda together and the girl is telling to the guy that she really like him even LOVE him. But than, may I ask: WHAT IS THE F@CKING PROBLEM???

Anyway. My point is that the two genres should learn from each other. I learned to learn from girls and I benefited from it a lot. I understand them better, I like them more, I can handle them better. Girls should learn from guys as well sometimes… Life is complicated but we can make it simpler.

No simple women

And finally here is the present weather, here in Edinburgh; Look at the humidity! Crazzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyy…

14°C
Clear
Wind: NE at 10 km/h
Humidity: 94%

Today I went to Princess Mall to hand in my CV in a shop. I was wondering around again. I almost forgot how the real world around me is. I spent so much time working with my present company (btw. I am going to write about the nonsense, unfair, ridiculous, and often illegal things within the company. As soon as I got a new job. Up until that I don’t want to risk anything…)

I always was quite sarcastic, but I became even more in the last 6 months. Generally I think I like life. I just need the right environment and currently I don’t have the right environment for that…

I will get there though. Eventually… :-)

wrong job

happy

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