I haven’t written for a few days again. The thing is I am not very well. I am alright but sometimes I really feel down physically and mentally. I think my biggest problem that my workplace is killing me and it looks extremely difficult to get an other job. I would take up on anything now which is just a bit better than my current one.
Yesterday I forced to myself to go to sleep in time without having anything to ease my sleep. Apart from the fact that I couldn’t sleep for a while I had the most vivid nightmares (I can’t even remember of them) It was really scary. I need to straighten up my life very quickly. I think I have to reduce further my hours as I am doing 45h at the moment and I still quite unable to do enough stuff outside of work on my workdays I absulutely unable to do any usefull things. I am going to speak to the manager because now finding a new job became my main and only objective. Also I started to drink herbal tee again. I need the change desperately.
Other: Spice Girls is playing together again
On the fun side of the life: I have been invited to go to the following places this year:
Nigeria
South Africa
Thailand
Iceland
France
Italy
Hungary
I would need to be rich both in time and money to go to all this places. At the moment I am quite low in both of them
Weather: CRAZY!!! Yesterday I have been caught by a rain/hail storm at the morning. Deep water was flowing in the city centre; waterfalls were coming down from the stairs. Then later on at the afternoon it was bright and really sunny till half ten at the night.
Of course I’m not even mentioning that in EUROPE, the temperature is approximately 20(!!!) Celsius degree warmer than here.
Oh yes and yesterday I had a particularly bad day thanks to two drunken racists (to make things even better they were separate incidences).