Right. Have you ever seen Lethal Weapon? If you have, can you remember when Mel Gibson always goes to visit his college’s family and all the kids there and everybody and Gibson is the lonely quite unfortunate guy but they like him blab la. Well in recent weeks I feel a bit the same. Here is my mate let call him Mr. M. I am helping him to refurbish his flat. So I spent there my last two weekends. (His got a flat in Peebles) We always got drunk than go “home” his wife is waiting with dinner than his wee girl there and his Mum. It is quite interesting actually. I don’t feel myself very comfortable even though he is a good friend and everybody is really friendly.
Anyway. I know myself well enough than if I live alone I periodically have mood swings. Quite bad ones. Sometimes I am happy and full of energy and sometimes I am really down. Still got my plans and I am constantly working towards them but I think I am inpatient I want to do it now not tomorrow or next month or whatever.
Right now I feel myself pretty much down. I think it’s because I can’t stand anymore working at my present workplace. It is not very bad I have done worst things in my life, but it is not a challenge to me apart from being able to work an awful lot of hours and being able physically to do the job and also being able to handle our 95% “worst than animals” customers. But there is no need for any mental activity and now that I am not even doing University I started to miss to use my brain…
Well, have a good one Pal’s
